Last night I had an amazing dream. I was in Hawaii and I was in SO happy!! I felt as if I was in the most absoluetly perfect place at the absoluetly most perfect time. It was lush and sunny and beautiful. I was standing by a massive lagoon and suddenly I heard this deep rumbling which was growing louder and lounder, like a groaning vibration. I heard a noise and turned to my right and saw a massive whale sliding across the greenery and mud and into the lagoon. It was HUGE, the size of a sperm whale, like a tractor trailer. It was vibrating and my whole body started resonating to the deep sound, just like in a nightclub when all my organs resonate to the deep bass. Suddeny they were everywhere, sliding all around me into the water, and they absoluetly FILLED the entire bay with their massive shapes and sounds, The deep whale talk felt so wise and otherwordly, and I *knew* they held ancient knowledge. I just stood there, overwhelmed, watching them swim and surface and feeling their sounds resonate my whole body, wanting so deeply to understand. Kramer was nearby in some kind of beachhouse and I called him but he somehow didn't see or hear any of this. I quickly released the need to go get him and just let myself soak in the holiness. I felt so blessed!

My first thought when I woke was, how quickly I have forgotten that I belong in Hawaii. What at moments feels like a crystal clarity gets softened over the weeks in the city, with this lifestyle. It was a mini revelation, again. A sweet reminder. And the whales! I have had dreams of whales before and I am glad they are visiting me again. Thank you whales! This message felt SO big I just had to write it down.