For whatever reason, I have never been able to get into the series of books channelled by Lee Carroll about Kryon... until this past week! It was my meeting with Vera last week, when she mentioned she read and enjoyed, "The Journey Home", which opened me up to trying again. This book is not written as all the others are (Each of the eleven other volumes are a collection of essays - each a channeled sessions held in various cities around the world). This book reads like an actual fictional story .. a parable. So I went back to the Open Secret Bookstore in San Rafael this past weekend and got it, along with two other volumes of the direct channels which *finally* spoke to me, and I have been absorbing it all, like a thirsty person who has stumbled upon water after a long time of wanting it...
It is actually interesting, this state I am currently in... I can't remember the last time I was so on fire with desire to absorb what feels like the most important knowledge of being human in this incarnation. I am withdrawing judgement from wether this "good" or "bad" since I have gained 7 pounds over the past months from sitting on my ass so much reading instead of hooping every single day, but it has felt somewhat out of my control. I think my eating may have also been a bit emotional, since my marriage has been in a challenging series of non stop moments as well... with many questions being asked about the future...
Yesterday I had the bright idea that I could hoop and read at the same time... so I made it a personal rule that I must hoop for at least one of the hours of the reading I do each day. Having obtained this realization, weighing 139 instead of my average 132, I am also steering my diet towards more veggies, etc, as I realize I fell off the "raw wagon" some time ago. It is all a pretty mysterious place to be in, surrendering, letting go... so I am just loving myself and knowing balance will return soon.
Anyways.. Kryon..."The Journey Home" is such a miraculous book, and a super easy read. It brings up the lessons of awakening as do many other related books -- ascension, angels, being in the now, transcending the material physical world, cellular consciousness, releasing the ego, galatic interconnective reincarnation, sacred contracts, soul love ... and more. It feels like the kind of book I could read again, as these "ahas!" sometimes slip away as quickly as they come.
I've also been simultaneously reading "Partnering with God", Kryon Book VI. Chapter one, which I made it through, worked with lessons around "sitting in the golden chair"... it shared a visulzation of a secret room which only you can enter, containing an astonishingly beautiful and powerful winged angel, regal, shining, pure, sitting on a golden chair, surrounded by golden luminesence, resonating at a high vibration, a feeling of overwhelming love and presence emanating from this angel... and finding out that this being IS you, has your face, is your Higher Self, with golden essence saturating every cell.... it worked with this image in terms of how to stay sitting in your chair throughout every moment of your life. Brilliant images. Simply brilliant. The information feels quite clear and direct and pure in it's transmission. I signed up for a day long live channeling session with Lee Carrol for his Marin County visit on December 8, and I'm wondering what it will be like. Up until now, most of my studies of these sorts of things have been solo... but being in a whole room of people interested in this material, and an actual channel speaking live should be a fun adventure!
So on to the miracle...
Today, Wednesday November 14, 2007 is a clean slate for me to enjoy. As long as I can CHOOSE my thoughts, I can CHOOSE what I attract and create in my life. Starting today, it is my ongoing intention to find exhilerating and playful ways to deepen my angelic awakenings, while also getting more fit emotionally, physically and financially.
I truely appreciate the spiritual path which has unfolded before me because it helps me feel connected and aware. I am thrilled by the fact that Kramer and I are experiencing some healing, which is bringing more peace and serenity into my life. I am delighted that the weather has been warm and sunny since it allows me to feel at home. I am thankful for the financial revelations which have come to me over this past weekend about buying a home because now I can make a real plan which will allow a first purchase to happen! I am grateful for the wonderful customers who keep coming back to HoopGirl again and again because their business allows our company to continue opererating, growing and sharing the love of hoopdance with more people. I am so grateful for the Allstars, who have become independently self evolving because their strength and focus allows me to move forward in creative ways. I am grateful for the abundance of water and fresh fruits and veggies which surround me because they meet every nutritious need i have in a delicious way. I am so grateful for Creator who has been with me, moved through me, and brough such serenity into my life because I feel guided and directed at a level I never have before. Thank you!
I love it when I feel healthy! When i feel this way, I am full of energy, active and inspired, which makes it easier for me to have a good day and feel like anything is possible and miracles are everywhere!
I now have enough financial resources to focus on building my savings and investment portfolio!
I now make more money than ever before, while I am asleep in a way which is effortless and fun!
My body is in peak physical shape and I love my muscle definition, flat tummy and lean limbs!
I experience joy and sparling magic moments with Kramer ~ my marriage is a Divine gift which feels GOOD!
My life is amazingly fun and easy, I go from one enjoyable activity to the next and create love, solutions and prosperity everywhere I go!
I now feel hopeful and confident that all is unfolding in a Divinely perfect way.
I now invite assistance from the Loving Power that dwells within me and All Life Everywhere. Dear Matrix of Conscious Light, and ALL who walk with me in Love and Light, Thank You for your perfect guidance, unconditional love and ongoing support. if it is in the highest good for me and All Life Everywhere, please divinely orchestrate the following in just the perfect time:
Help me to connect with love in my heart at a deep level which allows me to overflow with connection, forgiveness and compassion.
Help me to see the colors which surround all those around me more easily.
Assist me in having clear communication with angels during my dreams and in waking life.
Teach me how to have balance in my life.
Help me to *know* at a deep level what is right for me and give me the strength to speak up and take action.
Assist me in realizing the cosmic truth about my relationship with Kramer, including what our contracts are for with eachother.
Teach me how to create instant financial miracles for myself so my focus can be on savings, investment and comfort!!
I completely release all worries, doubts and fears to You, Energy Grid of Ascended Masters, Source Energy, Angels and Divine Pulsating Light, as I trust You to take care of the details, everything naturally falls into place for me with amazing ease.
I am now ready to surrender and let go of not knowing, plus all issues (known and unknown) that prevent me from living my best life now. this act of releasing allows me to embrace the perfection of every moment.
With enormous gratitude, I now agree to Recieve these and even greater gifts in just the perfect time in delightful ways that bless and benefit ALl Life Everywhere. Thank you!
Signed,
The Magnificent Christabel