The moon is SO full tonight! It looks as if it is much bigger than usual and closer to earth..

Over the past weeks while reading "Lessons from the Light", "Embraced by the Light", "Adventures of Oversoul 7" and other random materials, I have really grasped the reality and truth of being a spiritual being inside of a physical organic sheath, a human body, a.k.a. spacesuit. The awareness has been deep and present for moments, sometimes hours, and then I have gotten swept back into my human drama and story. But the points of awareness between "sleeping" moments in my human existance are happening more often. I like this. Thank you, more please!

I really get that I consciously chose to be born to my parents to learn life lessons from them with intention, and that every aspect of my life is part of a divinly designed school for soul development. I see death as birth back to the spirit world, where we can bring our realizations and lessons back to contribute to a higher level of consciousness of the ONE of the All That Is. I realize there is a vast complexity to this spirit world, with soul groups, Masters of light, ascended masters, etheric temples of lightlearning and infinite access to all information, emotion and experiences which have ever happened -- all simultaneously.

I see angels as messengers... everywhere! I see a single source, an actual Creatrix which along with creating Earth has made countless other living planets with conscious beings who are also reaching towards the light. I see a multidimensional reality outside of our limited 3D human perception in which a vastly complex super organism of lightbeings together compose a megamatrix of consciousness. These lightbeings are from many galaxies and universes, some who have lived physical lives and others who have only existed in the energetic realms. I see the suns in all places with their own consciousness and that there is consciousness in light, itself, which travels as a living entity to nourish and amplify wellbeing. Grids and symbols and colors and light and sounds.... that there is a whole "invisible" universe of connectivity. I am focusing more on looking into people rather than at them and noticing colors... I am pondering outer space in a whole new way as an inner space which we already have within...

Strange dreams as of late... the other day I had a dream that God showed me how to ressurect humans by moving energy through my nervous system and into another person's nervous system. While I was being taught, I marvelled at how easy it was and wondered why I never realized how easy and natural it was before... then I woke up and couldn't remember, of course. I was left with a longing for awareness... another night I dreamt of the sun growing bigger and bigger in the sky, taking up the entire sky and all there was was light...

So I met with my friend Ashley the other day, an incredible psychic and astrologer type. Amazing because I have always looked up to her for years as an empowered Goddess-centered, lightworker, outspoken in every situation about her divine work. Yet much of what she was telling me while we spoke was about her fears and self doubts in embracing her new work channeling. Funny that this should come up at this moment in time with me. I never really "got" Ashley in the past when we hung out when she would start really going off the esoteric deep end. Especially when she started talking outer-space. But now... well my awareness has just caught up somehow to a place where I realize that there is much more to the world... ironically, it was me comforting her and encouraging her to walk her path with conviction. Everytime she started a story or comment with, "well this is going to sound wierd", "crazy', "odd", "out there", etc, I cut her off and replaced the word with "great", "amazing", "incredible", fabulous" and it was neat for us to feel our way around these more empowering words which celebrated rather than denigated lightwork.

Ashley asked me what I was chanelling now a days, and I told her my work is only just beginning and I was unsure. That I am just taking one step at a time, talking to my angels as much as possible, listening and spending lots of time in the woods. But I did tell her I got a clear message that developing my psychic skills would help me gain the confidence I need to write, talk to big groups of people and lead events related to this work. And that I knew the next step would be revealed to me in time.

She asked me if I am channeling color, which was interesting. She asked about symbols and suggested I follow my intuition to make fractalized mandalas of light and color. She said my path as a lightworker would be in overdrive by 2011 and that I clearly had absolutly no idea what was about to unfold in a big way. She said she saw me working with some messages from a starbeing/s... Sirius, Orion or Andromeda... something like that. Ashley has a super casual way of throwing out her visions for others with startling conviction. So this really got my attention, even though I was baffled by it's meaning.

It was great to share a meal with her. I realize it is very important for me to surround myself with positive, uplifting, psychic women who are exploring a lightworking path right now. My own path is asking me to go whereever I need to go to be among supportive people like this.

So on this note... tonight I drove to an angel circle in San Mateo. It was led by a woman named Britt (www.angelfairygoddess.com). A group of women gathered and shared a meditation, calling of directions and prayer circle. One at a time, one of us would sit in a chair in the center of the circle, say what was on our heart that we wanted angelic help with, and everyone would put up their hands to send healing energy to them, while Britt would do a prayer to the angels. Then Britt did a hands on healing and then do a mini angel reading, describing the beings surrounding the person and then give a message from the angels in answer to the concern. Then each woman in the circle would take a moment and also share whatever psychic impressions she got as messages from the angels.

It was interesting for me because I wasn't expecting to be put in that position... having to speak my intuitions and messages aloud among a group of people was a bit confronting to me since i have never done it. Aside from my own inhibitions, it was a wonderful experience. Just to be among others exploring the same path was affiirming and it was encouraging to hear everyone's life processes and higher council. Each woman had her own unique energy and way of doing readings. I had a challenge distinguishing between my own thoughts and what I percieved may be angelic guidance, but shared what came to mind none the less. For some it was a word, like "boundaries", "a key"... for others it was actual prescriptive advice, like "sleep with sweet smelling lillies next to your bed" or "eat alfalfa". For some it was a visual... one woman looked as if she had massive butterfly wings.. another had saphire waves of energy laced with gold all around her. I look forward to gaining more clear perception and discernment!

I had an inspiration while there that I would love to make a set of Starbeing cards ... we shall see what unfolds! I seem to have so many divine inspirations now a days...

I am so grateful for the angels! It feels as if I speak a prayer or write it, and in the next moment an answer arrives. Thank you! The more time I invest into learning about angels and inviting them into my life, the more they show up.