I just had a wonderful personal coaching session with an amazing metaphysician named Franc. All I can say is wow, I'm onto something!

It was amazing how freeing it was to just talk about all the intense changes I have going on within with someone completely outside my life who has no real knowledge or expectation of me to be a specific person or way.

I realize I have become very *intense* over the years .. and I have been called to shift my essence to a new vibration of gentleness which is more nurturing, slow and soft. Still powerful, but energizing through allowing instead of pushing.

I realize that over the years I put to sleep a more intuitive part of myself when I became so focused on manifesting and efforting to run my business. I realize I have fallen into an "either/or" dichotomy in some ways, feeling I need to keep some more spiriual blogs off the official HoopGirl website out of fear of "what people will think" . I guess over the years I let the HoopGirl business *become* me and I had no boundaries at all ... now that I am developing a more healthy relationship with the company, letting it grow itself and delegating others and letting others be the superstars, it has created space for me to slow down a bit and remember to ask, "who am I consciously choosing to become?"

I also realize I have easily gotten caught up in spiritual arrogance when I focus on differences and fear instead of similaries...

Franc, and my other trusted advisors, will be helping me play through these questions...

Until our next talk in 2 weeks, I'll be working on a vision board of my future life in 5 years. Also, I will write a blog entitled, "Who I am Becoming", using lots of what Franc calls, "essence" words...

Life is such a wonderful journey!