7am: Last night I had a dream that Kramer and I were considering buying a property in Hawaii. It was inland on 4 acres of flat land with lots of trees. We were looking at the structure and noticing that it was close to a country style road. Kramer seemed to have hesitations that it was so close to the road. I wasn’t completely sold on the structure itself.
7:30am:This morning while washing my face I got a strong sense that I need to develop my psychic abilities to be able to read for just one person in order to hold space for very large groups… almost as if facilitating large groups would require the same skills and individual readings but on a much larger scale. I need to educate myself more in this area.
8:10am Immediately taking action on this, I did a reading on myself for my life mission using Doreen’s “Messages From Your Angels” deck. I decided if I am attending the ATP training, I had better get acquainted with actually doing full readings with her cards.
I asked, “what is the next step in fulfilling my life mission?”
1. What I’ve learned in the past: CARESSA card (ending one cycle of life and beginning a new happy one)
2. What I’m currently learning: AURORA (I’m flying high, stay there! Others will be inspired from my example.
3. What steps to take right now: YVONNE (Animals, I have a bond with them)
4. How I can best help others: OMEGA (Victory!)
5. Your life purpose: ASTARA (Reach for the stars with your dreams and desires and don’t compromise)
To me, this felt very accurate! Today we moved into our new office… ending the cycle of having the office merged with our home and beginning the new separation. Also, ending my being merged identity wise with the company. I am learned how to stay “high” in love right now, how to maintain my enthusiasm despite outside situations and soaring from my expanded awareness. I’m a bit confused by the step to take now relating to animals. I REALLY want a Chihuahua. I think about it every day, but I am afraid to ask Brenda. Not sure to do about this one. It seems I can best help others by being successful and this feels right. I feel like people enjoy watching me succeed in ways which are empowering and truthful. Also, my desire literally came to fruition today when I got something I have been waiting for a long time. Basically it seems the best way I can help others is by listening to my own divine guidance! My life purpose seems inspired by the image of this card… an angel reaching out to touch a being of light. It seems as if maybe my life purpose is to listen to my divine guidance and reach for the stars, or light beings, and share my happiness as a holy aspect of my mission. Also it seems that my life mission involves embracing the infinite abundance that comes from being able to ask for divine help.
8:45amWalking down the street and 3 hispanic construction worker gyus stopped conversation and just all turned to face me will full intense stares which felt devouring, I called on Archangel Michael for protection and the biggest guy truned around and put his back to me, blocking the others from me as well.
9amMeditation… I asked which angels were watching over me… Jophiel on my right shoulder and Emma on my left, meeting a shorter women with brown, olive skin, a big almost Jewish looking nose and thick facilal skin in almost heavy wrinklescurly hair 60’s, going to a beach with white sands soon…
9:45amListening to Divine Guidance and I got a strong feeling about a divine council spoken about in Think and Grow Rich and the next thing she said on the CD was a reference to Think and Grow Rich and Napoleon Hill.
11am Later in the morning I actually saw a woman who matched the description I saw in my vision … the owner of Reverie? But I didn’t “meet” her.
6:30 At Crystal Way I consider two more of Doreen’s decks. On the back of one, I see a card for “Jophiel” half revealed and since this was the name of the angel who is supposed to be on my right shoulder, I immediately decide to get the deck. I actually get both the Archangels and Ascended Masters decks since they accompany the book I already have.
I later learned Jophiel is the angel of organization and nature, two things which I had immersed myself in right in the beginning of the day.
7:30pmWhile driving I realize, yet again how egoic my previous rejection of Doreen Virtue was. I thought because her work seemed “simple” it wasn’t deep or as meaningful. I now realize that her profound personal story is very empowering and the tools which she provides are profound in how their simplicity reveals depth. It is the ego who says that things have to be complex to be deep or spiritual. Love is simple! Love is Source. We are love.
8:30pmAfter looking over the decks, I realize I made assumption about the quality of her work based on the imagery in her decks. The fact that some of the art feels inconsistent within decks, that sometimes it is very sci-fi comic book like and childlike is what created this “less than serious” idea I had about her. While not all of the cards resonate artistically with me, I am still committed to looking beyond the images to the essence and spiritual teachings within them. I have a feeling that there is much more than meets the eye here!