A sweet morning! The sun was shining during my morning walk at Stow Lake in Golden Gate park and the weather was in the mid-seventies. Everything seemed to shine and sparkle. Glorious! I walked along listening to "Trust Your Vibes" audiobook by Sonia Choquette, just smiling and feeling blissed out and so lucky. Sonia is a wonderful teacher and as I walked I had many realizations. One thing Sonia talks about is moving from Spirit instead of ego, love instead of fear, and a great way to do this is by looking at EVERYONE looking for what you have in common with them instead of focusing on differences. Of course, she said lots more during the hour and a half walk, but just focusing on this while I passed hundreds of other walkers was incredibly eye-opening.

I realized how often I "zone out" while walking or in life in general, actually avoiding eye contact and connection. I realized as well, I often close down my emotional connections because of this. But walking for an hour and a half and really looking deeply "into" each person, at their spirit, instead of "at" the exterior and apperances was amazing. I found my heart swelling as I realized so many of us walk around feeling the same things, learning the same things, working through the same processes, fears, joys, sorrows, all of it! The whole human experience is a mighty adventure for all of us and I am starting to really get a sense of universal connectedness to every living thing, really *feeling* in a sensate way how we are all connected and unified by a loving Divine universal energy. I even looked deeply at all the squirrels, ducks, and dogs walking around, focusing on looking into them at their spiritual nature. What a magical, sparkling new way to view all things! It was especially wonderful when people would unexpectedly smile back at me and the connection amplified. Love really is all that matters!

Then I had a wonderful Theta Healing session with my friend Dawn over the phone... we worked on some of my fears surrounding the information I was given over this past weekend around channelling. Here are the results...

I create a newly designated space in my house devoted to spirit.
I allow God to program me to be receptive to only the highest, most loving and divine messages from Source.
Creator teaches me how to be God's definition of a "channel".
I align myself with the highest aspect of the Universe.
Creator shows me how to be impervious to anything less than Divine Love.
Creator teaches me how to trust in my psychic abilities, their value and divine importance.
I know how to communicate between people, myself, higher self, angels, guides, and Divine source for the highest good.
Creator downloads sacred geometry into my being which energetically activates spiritual knowingness in anyone in my presence.
Creator teaches me how to instantly access love.
I relax and allow Creator to work through me.
I am a being of super pure, super aware, sacred light.
I am safe in a human body.
I am an incarnated member of a Soul Family, here to learn and share with others.
I am surrounded by sacred geometry, color, sound and light.
I take time to meditate, asking for awareness of the sacred seed or key that I carry.
Creator downloads my divine life mission to me instantly.
Creator teaches me how to envision the sacred geometry within everyone I meet and focus on their light-filled divinity.
Creator teaches me how to be clairvoyant and recieve clear pictures.
Creator shows me that it is safe to be a spiritual leader.
Creator shows me how to channel without taking on spiritual responsibility for the information shared.
I allow myself to be a catalyst for other people's spiritual growth.
I choose to have increased awareness of my connection to the Divine.
I can transmit Divine healing energy to people with ease and joy.
My angels and Divine guides download information from the Akashic records to me in a way which is organic, blissful and fun.
I play with color, shapes, sacred geometry and mandalas as part of my learning and sharing process.
I let Creator show me that I have everything I need within to do this work already!
All I am currently learning activates rememberance within of what I already know.
I allow the essence of Divine knowledge to move through me with beauty and grace.
Where ever I go I bathe people in an energetic cloud of light, tingly, etheral love and bliss.
Creator shows me how to ground while channeling high energies of bliss and light.
Creator shows me how to be open to recieve and develop my gifts.
Creator instantly clears all beliefs which no longer serve me.
Thank you!

Dawn also channeled some interesting information while looking at my energy... she saw there was a lot of non-verbal communication in my future.. that all my teaching doesn't have to come through spoken words but could incorporate toning, sounding, singing or even just my very presence. Creator showed her an image of me transmitting energy through symbols which were coming out of my outward facing palms and coming out the top of my head like a fountain. I mentioned the reading details to her from BPI, astonished that she also spoke of symbols. She agreed that this is what she also saw, information encoded into light matrixes and symbols, saturated with many colors and harmonic sounds, almost fractalized. She suggested I just open and allow instead of thinking about how to "do" anything.

She said I am surrounded by a posse of angels, and particularly had four which have been with me since birth. She saw one in particular over my shoulder, a indigenous (but not neccessarily to earth) wise woman, a celestial light being covered in hieroglphs which were not Egyptian, but actually an ecoded intergalactic language ... that she is a star being linked to ascension with a very, very fine high vibration with emblems along her forearms, heart and flowing out of her hands in a gold vibration. I felt a strange sense of familiarity while she spoke this description, with the hairs standing up on my arms, so I sensed that even though it sounded outlandish to my rational egoic mind, there was truth there. Dawn got a message from this being that she didn't want to reveal her name through her at that moment, but that she will speak with me if I picture her and talk to her. What a neat divine assignment!

We talked about Soul Families for a while and she mentioned that like her, I am a leader of a Soul Family, a group of beings which exist for simillar purposes. These soul families are like pods, or groups which all share a common mission and empower eachother with their learned information. She also mentioned that I have been persecuted in past lives for my psychic abilties and we cleared this out, along with earlier childhood fears of seeing spirit.

She suggested that I get a set of Peaknuckles cards and sit with someone. Place a red card on my third and and tell them I will send them the color red, and focus on sending the color. The same with a number and a black card as well. And then go back and forth sending a card and number without the partner seeing, and them having to guess it. She said she did this in her Rainbow Children Theta Healing class and was amazed how easy it became to psychically see. Dawn said, as well as many others I have speaking to lately, psychic abilities are like a muscle which just needs to be regularly exercised. Dawn spoke to me about how I should really be playing with shapes and colors to help move this divine energy, and then mentioned art at www.heartsoulvision.com and how that type of thing would really help... remarkably I already have Anthony Scheving's art hangining in my livingroom and posted it to many blogs! I told her how I immediately thought of wanting to make similar art with a computer program once I saw his.. imagining using scanned images or photos of crystals and orchids or flowers and fractalizing them... this is actually something I have thought about doing for a long time... for years, ever since I got the Earth Star Mandalas book. She really encouraged me to explore this.... so neat, divine assignment #2! Interesting as well, because while in Maui and Kauai and therafter (this past spring), I was immediately activated on an artistic level, even drawn to play with color in paints .. which is also when my spiritual playquest accelerated...

So I better get back to work! But these were sparkling steps along my path for today which felt worth recording.

Thank you!