Dear friends! I love you all! I am getting all your messages and emails and can barely read or listen to them all before needing to run to my next appointment. I am sending BIG love to everyone and can't wait for my life to slow down. I am pulsing back to you even if I am not writing or calling.
What was I thinking? I realize I honestly have a tendency to overdo things. I had the brilliant idea to shift things into overdrive upon returning from Burning Man. It's less than glamorous here on the road. I know all this work will pay off amazingly, but it is night time here in this hotel room with a car alarm going off outside. A shrunken, barefooted, humpacked Indian man took 20 minutes to check me in at the econolodge here in Sacramento where I am cooling my heels tonight. I should have taken much more time to prepare for this journey, but here I am. I just got back from Thai dinner I had while reading, "Change Your Aura, Change Your Life". When I get wound up it has been helpful for me to visualize light saturating my body and nourishing me. I have been trying to draw my mind back to the positivity of my journey... sharing the love of hoopdance. When I am on live, I will just pulse out light, light, light.
This is one of those plans that spiraled a bit out of my control. Part of me wonders, "what the heck am I doing? Why aren't I home sharing some loving with my husband? Am I nuts?"
I miss Kramer.
My schedule
9/3 arrive back from Burning Man
9/6 fly to la
9/6 drive to palm springs
9/6-9/9 attend 4 day conference
9/9 drive to la
9/10 arrive at CW LA morning show only to be told I was bumped to wednesday
9/10 fly to sacramento
9/11 appear on Sacramento morning show
9/11 fly back to la
9/12 appear on morning show I was bumped from
9/12 fly to san francisco
9/12 teach my first two classes at crunch, empty suitcase, repack, leave directly from second crunch class to airport
9/12 fly to san diego on late flight
9/13 appear on two morning shows in san diego
9/14 appear on another san diego show
9/14 fly back to san francisco
9/15 celebrate kramer's birthday with him
9/16 celebrate our anniversary
9/16 fly out late night to pheonix
9/17 appear on 4 tv shows in pheonix
9/17 fly to dallas
9/18 appear on another tv show
9/18 fly back to sf
9/19 teach second 2 classes at crunch
9/20 fly to portland to do a teacher training
9/21-23 teacher training portland
9/24 appear tv show portland
9/24 fly home
transcend time and space after this???
After this I think I will need a superduper vacation. For now, I am remembering to take deep breaths, smile and be in the moment. All I have to do is take one day at a time. One moment at a time. I can do this.