I have decided to rename what I might otherwise call, "difficult", "confronting" or "depressing" to more positive languaging.

So I have been having some "almost fantastic" days.

In these almost fantastic days, I have been looking at myself in the mirror and feeling pretty down on myself. My body did expand after the 2 weddings and letting go of any healthy eating and workout regimen, returning to overwork afterwards and getting into the habit of drinking a glass of wine many nights a week. In the end, I looked in the mirror yesterday and didn't really feel so good.

Ironic, since I mentioned in my newsletter that is officially, "Love your Body Month". I realize that reminding women to love their bodies really is my path since it has so much personal energy wrapped up with it. It is my own work.

So, first step is that I recognize that I am in this place. I've given myself some days off to re-center. I am also commiting to using only empowering language about myself and this place of confusion. Soon, "almost fantastic" will certainly become "fantastic".

Great All that is, I am full of gratitude for the ability to change and become what I envision. I see myself becoming more and more aware of all the ways I can improve my quality of life. I am so happy to be given so many things to appreciate! I am especially full of thankfulness for this amazing, healthy, youthful body which renews and replenishes itself with my loving care. I see myself taking steps to become more vibrant -- more daily exercise, long walks with remarkable friends, retreats, healthy eating with at home cooking, lots of water, bubble baths, love and hooping! Thank you for surrounding me with flocks of angelic beings and radiant light to protect and restore my body on all levels! I see myself fully transformed, healed and integrated. I see myself energetically, emotionally, physically and spiritually doing the divine work I have been given on a much higher level than ever before. I see my own balance, joy and health overflowing so I have a bounty to share with all who surround me! I see myself moving forward surrounded endlessly by grace and love. Thank you!!!!