I am in wonder. Last night I taught the 3rd meeting of the Advanced Training to the HoopGirl Allstars -- Nanette, Jessica, Annie, Amanda and Satise. Truley, I am so inspired! Most exciting parts: we did a performance jam where we emphasized arm, hand and finger movements and facial expressions, and another one where we performed transitions between soloists and a final one which was a 3 minute solo on the floor for each dancer. It was remarkable to watch so much percolating creativity and spontaneous theatricality! Every single dancer brought so much feeling and playfulness and such a dynamic range of expression to the performances. We are all learning so much from eachother!
At moments I do feel like i am flying by the seat of my pants. I am running them through drills that I have always fantasized would be so enriching as a performer... and then also going through the same exercise myself and finding that I too have a lot of boundaries to push through!
I guess I put some pressure on myself to really have it all "together" and figured out. I am so thrilled that the ladies are so patient with being a part of the creative process as it unfolds. What a gift! Thanks to the Universe for sending such remarkable women into my life!
Another gift... I spoke to Kramer this morning at length about the commercial. I told him last night I was going to cancel and he strongly advised me to follow through. I spoke to the agency in London. We nudged the dates slightly... I'll fly from Reno the monday following Burning Man and get back to Connecticut on Monday or Tuesday. So I'll have at least 3-4 days before the wedding to get back into emotional shape instead of 2. I'll pack my wedding dress and clothes for Connecticut before I leave for Burning Man and my mom will bring them when she arrives. They will give me the final word on wether the commercial is a go on Monday or Tuesday.
Today is Burning Man prep day! I'm off to do some shopping and assemble costumes before I go off to Santa Rosa tonight to bring the AllStars to their first gig, then rush back to perform at Ruby Skye.... it never stops, but it's all good!
Universe, I ask for a sense of peaceful serenity through these accelerated times of growth and expansion. I know that I am co-creating this reality with the support of divine beings who watch over me and protect me and guide me continually in the direction of positivity and learning. I am so excited and inspired by all the wonderful people and experiences coming into my life! I trust that I will do my best to tend to my own health and wellbeing, so I can contain all the goodness rushing towards me in a healthy and balanced way. Thank you for clarity and helping me trust the process!